A lot of times I don't think like I'm in charge of what I feel, I'm merely reacting to stuff that happens. I dunno, sometimes I just drift.
The system goes a little haywire, enters a more receptive mindset, whatever. In those sorts of moods everything seems to change in an instant, which is pretty unnerving. I mean... when you switch from one vibe to its polar opposite within a matter of minutes, you tend to wonder where you might end up after the chaos is over. Uncertainty is always intimidating.
But this kind of thing isn't always a bad thing. When we spend so much time controlling every aspect of life that we possibly can, it's truly liberating to just let go of the wheel and watch the car drive itself.
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